Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Curiouser and Curiouser (TMI possibility)

SO my body has decided it really is broken and to show me that it decided to start shedding the lining a week after it had already shed the lining. I went in for a sonogram and discovered (thankfully) that my lining is super thin and there is no good reason for it to be shedding again this early. I say thankfully because there was concern that it could be the start of something nastier like a miscarriage. So yes I can handle a little emotional stress whereas that would have been a HUGE emotional stress. SO in order to stop the bleeding I go on birth control... and given the number of women I know who in the past year have used it and gotten pregnant I won't say its impossible for me in the near future to bring #2 kiddo into the world I will just say it will at least be a month before I have to worry. I suppose this was good for me. I learned a few things this week. The first is when you think you could be starting into a miscarriage but don't actually know the stress of it will cause you to have really freaky dreams... and second I learned that Brian really think we should be back on hormones (once of course we get this figured out) so I guess we have some praying to do as a couple to see what way we want to proceed. It is a really hard thing and those who have taken clomid totally get that. Its hard on you and your body, and your marriage and you child, so it should not be taken lightly. Anywho if I have been a tad bit testy lately I apologize its been a stressful week of waiting and not knowing whats going on. Since people always ask how long we have been trying I thought I would just jot it down. I figured out that we felt like we were ready to have another kiddo around Leland's first birthday and have been trying ever since. So come September it will be 2 years. Not as long as some people but long enough for me.:D

On that super happy note... I leave you with this.... Hope it made you smile... it makes me smile:D


Alison said...

Hang in there, kid! I love you!

Oh, and I love that picture! Holy moly!

Gabby said...

Hey Allie!

Wanted to let you know I'm having a contest over at my blog. Come check it out -- it's really easy to enter!

Stacey said...

You've had this post up for awhile and I'm so glad because any time I've felt down in the dumps, I scroll down to the half butt chick pic and all is okay!

Wish I knew him in real life. He's possible the cutest thing I ever saw!